blahhhhhhh.

you know when you feel that way? that blah way?

here's what's getting me through my current blah moment:

middle east - blood. 

city & color - hometown glory.

lana del rey - national anthem. 

a little guilty pleasure.

along with all these little mantras:

 

source info.

hey courtney, be you bravely and extract happiness from common things, all while acting without expectation and staying positive cause tomorrow will be amazing, ok?

i have something to say.

receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts. receipts.

today i sent out an email to the ENTIRE DIVISION that said something about receipts. but, instead of writing RECEIPTS, i wrote RECIPES. the embarrassment doesn't end there. i sent out another email after that, acknowledging my mistake: 

"obviously i meant RIECPTS rather than RECIPES; but if you have any good recipes, i'll take those too."

apologies.

i'm terribly sorry i have ignored my blog recently. i've been busy busy busy, stressed stressed stressed. so stressed in fact, that a few nights ago i woke up in the middle of the night absolutely terrified for no apparent reason. really, racing heart rate, heavy panting, wide eyed; it sounds quite serious.

so i decided to take a lil break from:
a} this blog
b} my apartment
c} christmas shopping
d} christmas crafts
e} the gym, oops
f} everyone

i'm spending my time working {unfortunately, i could not take a break from this}, eating, and watching home alone with my favorite people.

because i failed to put eye make up on today.

 best make up tutorial. ever.

a day in the life.

someone in my office, a MAN {not that there's anything wrong with that ...}, just said that i was having a bad hair day.

come on!

it was a three day weekend. cut me some slack!