blahhhhhhh.

you know when you feel that way? that blah way?

here's what's getting me through my current blah moment:

middle east - blood. 

city & color - hometown glory.

lana del rey - national anthem. 

a little guilty pleasure.

along with all these little mantras:

 

source info.

hey courtney, be you bravely and extract happiness from common things, all while acting without expectation and staying positive cause tomorrow will be amazing, ok?

apologies.

i'm terribly sorry i have ignored my blog recently. i've been busy busy busy, stressed stressed stressed. so stressed in fact, that a few nights ago i woke up in the middle of the night absolutely terrified for no apparent reason. really, racing heart rate, heavy panting, wide eyed; it sounds quite serious.

so i decided to take a lil break from:
a} this blog
b} my apartment
c} christmas shopping
d} christmas crafts
e} the gym, oops
f} everyone

i'm spending my time working {unfortunately, i could not take a break from this}, eating, and watching home alone with my favorite people.

a day in the life.

what is it really like to be courtney? i know you are all wondering.

i am truly amazed at the amount of time i am capable of wasting each day {i hope none of my superiors are reading this}. i've become quite accustomed to my lack of work at my current WORKplace, and have therefore taken wasting time to a new high, an art if you will.

here's my list of things to do each morning when i come in:
-work email
-get those things done right off {or mark them as red to finish later}
-personal email {maybe do a little online shopping THANKS JCREW!}
-facebook {just a little. haha.}
-pinterest
-the blogs
-des news
-ksl
-grooveshark
-sometimes a trib sudoku game or two
-bank account
-busy work {my profession}

then i go home to my new studio apartment.

what a life huh!

is it just me?

{picture from here.}

or is there nothing to look forward to on this blog now that the travel log is finished?

i say its due time for another trip.

i'm thinking

 HERE

after seeing THIS.